Monday, 1 August 2016

Writing #12



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Taehyung remembers clearly the day he met Hoseok.
He’ll never forget the tanned smiling boy with the thick Gwanju accent.
He immediately liked him.
Taehyung remembers the sting of not having his beloved parents or family around him, but he remembers how the sting melted away just hearing his hyung voice.
Taehyung remembers, before debuting, how often he asked his hyung to take photos together or just to go out or watch a drama or a movie together.
Taehyung remembers all.
Taehyung remembers the warmness.
It was him and his hyung and he was happy.
Taehyung was happy until he had to kiss his hyung on national tv.
Taehyung remembers how something broke that day.
Something inside of him.
Taehyung remembers all his hyung’ smiles that he killed in those months.
Taehyung is sure that he killed his hyung’s heart too.
Slowly.
Until it inevitably gave up.
Taehyung remembers when Hoseok’s heart gave up.
Their second album came but nothing happened, then the third arrived and everything felt like nothing happened, but Taehyung knew everything was fake; he was fake.
So when the fourth album came Taehyung has had to see it coming.
Taehyung remembers Hoseok slowly but harshly removing Taehyung’s hand from his shoulder.
Taehyung remembers the look in his hyung eyes.
‘Enough’
Taehyung remembers the coldness.
Hoseok had enough of him.
They still had to work together and Hoseok would always take care of him but as the hyung he is.
Nothing more.
What Taehyung doesn’t remember is when Yoongi hyung came in the picture.
It was like his other hyung was already there, at his back, ready to eat him alive.
So when they had their second comeback for their fourth album Taehyung completely lost it.
His hyungs were always playfully joking together on the set or remaking scenes, smiles on their faces even if their mind and bodies were broken for the fatigue.
Taehyung remembers all the battles he started to lose.
When they were filming for the Japanese version, Yoongi started a fake drama-like fight: their faces too close for Taehyung liking.
Taehyung remembers time passing.
He remembers the days when, looking around, he couldn’t spot Hoseok hyung in the practice room.
-He is with Yoongi hyung.
Jeongguk would eventually respond him.
That became the answer of many of Taehyung’s questions.
With their abroad schedules multiplying day by day Taehyung saw his fears become true.
Yoongi and Hoseok hyung were roommates most of the time; they explored the foreign cities together; on the plane it became natural to see them sleeping comfortable together; fans’ photos catching  the couple wondering by themselves or just the two of them eating together became a natural event in the fandom’ routine.
For Taehyung was too much.
He had to do something.
Taehyung’s bigger weapon is skin ship; he knows that and he started subtly.
Waiting in the line at the airport, he casually leans on Hoseok.
Ah~ his scent is always Taehyung’s favourite.
With his hyung doesn’t protest at his act, Taehyung tries more.
He sits every time next to Hoseok when they have to eat; he asks to be his roommate when they are abroad; he asks his hyung advices during practice even if he doesn’t need them; he stays late with the dancer so he can walk back to the dormitory alone with him, posting photos of it too.
Taehyung isn’t doing this as a prank.
No, no.
Totally not.
He even says, in their last important concert’s files, that his favourite scent his Hoseok’s bed scent and he made himself famous for sneaking in Hoseok’s bed just because he likes to sleep there.
He totally marked the territory.
Unfortunately for Taehyung, he didn’t see Yoongi coming once again.
-Are you done with your games, kiddo?
The hyung asks Taehyung one day, practice over, while everyone was catching their breathe again and Hoseok was far enough from both of them.
-What?
Taehyung asked, acting at his best, but only to cause laughs in the older.
-You are so cute when you act like this.
Yoongi says, laughing weakly, still tired of their work out.
Taehyung tenses a bit: there’s something in this specific hyung that always lowkeyed scared the shit out of him; like a feline but unfortunately for Taehyung he doesn’t know which one, if a cat or a lion.
-You know of what I’m talking about.
The older starts again, still half smiling but sure to make his massage arrives strong and serious enough to the kid.
-I’m not a jealous person.
Yoongi starts again.
-I don’t care if you or the other babies want to have fun with Hoseok, or sleep with him, or sneak in his bed just for fun, or rub against him like cats. You are kids, it’s normal that you want attentions.
The rapper says, calm as always, wiping away the sweat from his face with his towel.
-But I’m not blind.
Yoongi says, this time looking at his dongsaeng, pinning him with his cat-like eyes.
Taehyung feels the sweat on him freeze.
Shit.
Shit.
Fuck.
Shit.
Taehyung’s brain goes jelly, anticipating what the other is going to say: he fucked up.
-Let’s say…
Yoongi starts one more time.
-…that if I see you casually poke Hoseok’s ass with your dick at the end of fan meetings one more time…
Taehyung’s brain goes liquid just to evaporate and he gulps, at the hyung’s pause.
-…well.
Yoongi says, with a smile that express all the bad possibilities.
Taehyung face is blank, he is famous for it too, but this time…this time is for survive.
-One more thing.
Yoongi resumes, starting to leave to join Hoseok, that called him cutely from his spot.
Taehyung stares at Yoongi; he tried badly to not look at the aegyo his other hyung did to catch the older’s attention and to not look pissed.
-Listen to your hyung, Taehyungie…
The rapper says, looking at the younger while going to his lover.
-…it’s over. Move on.
A lion.
His hyung is definitely a lion.




Ya~~ *Hoseok's voice* i didnt planned it at-all.
I wrote with even without tracks, complitely by 'heart',thing that it doesnt happens since the first entries of my challenges.
I have to confess that i decided to write it cos one of my favest artist (that is famous for both vhope & yoonseok fanarts) is 'filling' my tl only with vhope fanarts.
Now, she can draw whatever the fuck she wants, but for fucks sake, you say you are both vhope and yoonseok trash but you spam and draws only vhope!!! I hate it! I Dont wanna see it and i cant unfollow her bc i love her style and her Hoseok is a real angel, but fuck again!
She makes like 10 vhope and maybe 1 weak yoonseok.
Im so pissed off of this that i had to vent somewhere, so i wrote it.
Its kinda short but oh well...
I already decided to do a one side!vhope bc yes,i like to torture Taehyung but with the nth vhope fanart on tl i exploded.
I may say that i would like to make it even angstier for Taehyung but i ended up light like this for my health' sakes.
And i love to see Yoongi as a calm dangerous person.
He said he is not a jealous person but im sure he is scary when angry.
So just this...i was pissed off for stupid reasons but thx to my working meds and cold blood i vented writing.
Sorry not sorry Taehyung.
I really saw you being behind Hoseok with you dick right there.
Have a nice day,you all~

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